My Aaron

AARON JAMES MACKAY
Well it has been since the summer of 1997 when I met this husband of mine. When I met him It was crazy he called me Annika Pitta Cornacopia, he new my name I thought that was weird. He was a cutie, so I told my friend Katie who was friends with Aaron to invite him to our softball games at the moonlight tourney. We spent time together while he was home that week. then he went back to Vegas I thought we would never see each other agin and the more I thought about him the more i wish we could hang out some more. Make a long story short he came home that Thanksgiving and I attempted to hang out and eventually we started dating. It was so fun back in those days he would come over and we would go to Justin's high school basketball games. I use to help aaron pick up little Carlene from school. I look back and aaron and I have had some great times, good times, not so good and bad times. We have now been married 9 years. I look back at pictures of aaron and I think he is so hot, I use to listen to a song it was Marriah Carrey Dreamlover, he is my Dreamlover... He and I are looking old but I think he still is hot I love him alot. As years have gone by we have argued about really dumb things. I rememebr getting married in Vegas and aaron holding me fat and prego and just feeling loved. I think Aaron and I got all wrapped up in the stresses of marriage and got to a point where we were not liking each other, some how we always made up. We have the most gorgous wonderful children thats one thing we do well have great KIDS. I havce to admit I have said some mean hateful things to aaron I think alot of times we hurt the ones we love because they are suppose to love us no matter what. But I know that if you love someone you should show it everyday it could be the last. I never grew up with that kind of love. So it has been hard for me to show how much I love. I truely believe Aronius and I were meant to meet and I think we are a good match. I owe alot to Aaron, The year of 2007 I graduated and he moved to alaska, he spent two years living like a pioneer building us a house. In the past two years I have realized how much aaron must love me. The moment I truely felt so much love was when we lost our little baby Leia. I din't think I was going to make it thru the ordeal. My body was numb and the tears flowed and every night Aaron would try to help me make sense of it and when nothing would make sense he would just hug me and wipe my tears away. I love him so much and I dodn't know what I can do for him to show him. I think our great times were the births of our children, our good times were the fun we had dating, our drive to california, hunting that one time, playing together with the kids, are not so good times all the needless fights, threating splitting up for years, bad times losing Leia. Marriage is a roller coaster there are up and downs God is testing us to see if we can live the vows thru good times or bad. We have done all of that so far. But marriage has to be also love and showing love and communicating that love. I say I love aaron and I know I love him but if I have trouble showing it then how does he truely feel it. Well I am 32 and if we live to be 82 then we have 50 more years toigether but we can't predict how long we will be onthis Earth so love the ones you love outloud and don't let go and take advantage of each other because it will end one day at least your earthly love will. I don't want to ever lose Aaron I couldn't live with out him.